Brittany Ann.

I suck at these.

Wed, 23 Apr 2008 08:07:13 -0400

I always go a week or more without updating. I just forget.

Me and cj got back together. He apologized for everything and he’s made up for it since.

Recon sunday was awesome.

Darkbuster this weekend. W00t!

Bane and Set your Goals next weekend w00t to the M4X!

School is almost over. THANK GOD.

New job is in order? I think so.

Other than that I pretty much hate my life except for my friends and boyfriend who make it worth every minute.

Over.

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 18:16:07 -0400

4 and a half months of my life that were the best spent with anyone.

over.

Let’s see how long I can handle it.

So I haven’t talked to cj since 6ish thursday. It’s now 10:33 Saturday. This never...

Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:33:00 -0400

So I haven’t talked to cj since 6ish thursday.

It’s now 10:33 Saturday.

This never happens.

I dont know what to do. I dont want to call him or text him because im ALWAYS the one doing that. And I just wanted to see if he’d think about me just enough to even text me goodnight or something.

Two nights have gone by and he hasnt said good night to either of them.

The best thing ever. About half way through he thanks me for the...

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 15:49:00 -0400

The best thing ever. About half way through he thanks me for the wal-mart gift card.

Everyone go eat chocolate chip cookie dough pizza flavored poptarts.

Band practice from wednesday. Steve the drummer, makes the most...

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:11:57 -0400

Band practice from wednesday. Steve the drummer, makes the most rediculous faces when he’s playing. Hahahahah.

This week...

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 07:10:58 -0400

Was alright. I definately didn’t score brownie points with anything though. Spent more money than I should have, planning on spending the rest of my money this weekend. Shit. I hate money. Wait, I already said that in an earlier post. Well, I’ll say it again…I HATE MONEY.

Anyways, wednesday I went up to cjs and on the way my coolant level alert popped up on my dash. But it went away after i got off the highway. Weird. So I called my dad and he started yelling at me saying that my car cant handle trips like that [its all of an hour] and stuff. So I had to go to Walmart once I got to cjs so that I could buy more antifreeze. After that we kinda just relaxed, watched the A Day to Remember dvd, and then went to Jays for Band Practice. It was hella fun, even though Steve was two hours late. While we waited for Steve we went to cumbys and sat on the floor talking about how gay Western Mass is. It was fun. Kane is filling in for guitar for tommorows show. I got to witness them create an outro. It was so cool. All Kane did was play a rhythm and cj copied it on bass, and then Steve based a drum beat off of that. And voila! So sick.

I’ve been feeling pretty shitty lately besides that. I keep getting this feeling like cj is not as into the relationship anymore. But I said something about it weds, and he said he wasnt annoyed with me at all. And I didnt want to say anything but he knew something was bothering me. So I kinda let it go. But then last night I texted him hey and he just responded with a “hi” and after i asked him whats up he didnt respond to that, and he never texted me or called me to say goodnight. Which he never does… I know it’s just me over reacting, and I hate that. God. This is why I cant handle being in a relationship. Especially one where I only get to see the guy once a week or less. :[

Saturday. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Tue, 08 Apr 2008 14:16:01 -0400

Saturday.

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Thought.

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 13:45:32 -0400

If someone were to ask me why I like the music that I listen to, this would be my answer.

Every band that I listen to has the same ideas, beliefs and thoughts that I do and they put them in lyrics and play them with the same agressive, powerful, pissed off manner that goes on inside my head.

"Live and let live."

Mon, 07 Apr 2008 06:52:46 -0400

“Live and let live.”

- Pat Flynn.

Amazing.

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 18:55:10 -0400

It really was an amazing trip.

First we had to wait around for Bushey FOREVER because he decided to go to Bickfords before we came and got him. We gave him shit for it the entire day. ahahaha

So we get to Worcester to take the train to Boston and we were so confused on what to do. First off the parking area wasn’t even near the train station…the train station was empty pretty much, and the train we needed to take was delayed 45 minutes. Plus by the time we got there it would have been 4ish and we would have had to catch a train back at 6. Fuck that.

So we just drove into Boston. Jay drove because Cj was pissed and didnt want to. So after we got there we had to find a place to park, so we just parked in a Shaws parking lot. But I guess they were too smart for us, because there was a sign that said “parking lot monitored, only 1- 1/2 hour parking limit allowed.” So we just walked around to find a parking garage and found one, so we waited till it was 4 so we can park there for 5 bucks. While we waited we ended up walking around that corner and there was Fenway park!!!!

It was so amazing. We walked down Yawkey way and everything. I took so many pictures. We went into the original souvenir shop where they had a TON of red sox stuff that was so expensive. They had a glass case with autographed balls and broken bats from games.

After that we walked around the perimeter of Fenway since we didnt want to spend the money for a tour, later on we found out it was only 10 bucks. I so wish we knew that before. We saw this old map of Fenway park that was peeling on a wall. We also came across the line of All Star flags that were hanging along the building. And we had to stop and take a picture with Ted Williams putting the hat on the little kid.

After we parked we walked by Fenway again, and made our way towards the Prudential building, where we met up with Arianna, this girl that Jay knew who lives in Cambridge. We ate at this pizza place where there was this huge statue of a naked dude who was flying. Then followed her to a candy store called Candy Heaven. It was like inhaling sugar the entire time I was in there. Rediculous. Then we went into Johnny Cupcakes. I wish I had money cause I would have bought a plain black and white johnny cupcakes shirt. I want one so bad. Next we went to a Newberry Comics store, it was so HUGE! I bought a terror shirt that i’ve never seen before. I love it. Next we went to this other record store called Loony Tunes. I started to get tired so I went outside with Arianna and we sat and talked. She was wicked cool. I hope something happens with Jay and her, cause that’d be sweet. =]

Afterwards we walked back and started to head to the car, we said bye to Arianna and stuff. On our way back we stopped to go down an alley way where we saw graffiti through a window earlier. We went to Burger King where Bushey had a bitch fight with Johnny West over the phone and then got gas where we had a sweet view of Fenway at night. The ride home we ended up getting Lost in Newton and didnt find the highway till an hour later.

I hope we go back soon. And were going on that Fenway tour. I love Boston so much. =]]

Episode 007 Update

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:16:23 -0400

njfilmcore:

Ok, so it’s official, episode 007 won’t be done by this weekend. It is so close to being done but so far away at the same time. How frustrating; tons of school work to do, not enough time to do it. All I want to do is edit but I am stuck doing my masters thesis.

If it makes any difference, I feel like this is the coolest episode I have created yet… stick with me, I promise it will be out soon.

In other news, I have been listening to New Found Glory for the last 4 hours and I forgot how good they were. Shame on me!

I would love to interview New Found Glory. If you know them, tell them I love them.

Totally cool dude, really looking forward to the new episode.

And as for NFG, TOTALLY TRY TO GET IN TOUCH WITH INTERNATIONAL SUPERHEROES OF HARDCORE. I hope you’ve heard of them, it has the vocalist and guitarist of new found glory in it.

Boston belongs to me.

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:02:00 -0400

A nation’s pride in the dirty water of the river
no one can take away her memory
ohhohhhh Boston belongs to me!

To Boston we go!

Cj and Jay are coming for 9:30, we’re getting Bushey, stopping at the gas station to pick up goodies and off we go! Expect tons of pictures. =]

As for yesterday, we went to the mall and I got spoiled. =]

New bras, new tote bag [It’s recycled canvas with a recycled sign that looks like a heart XD], New tank tops and I bought cj a prezzzz. He probably knows what it is, because when we went to the mall the week before he wanted this Sky Eats Airplane shirt there, so I bought it. Although I think he complained about it being a slim fit, so I think I should have gotten the fitted instead that he almost bought. But I dont remember his size. :x

On another happy note, Harbour loved the shirt design I made, and are having them printed AS I SPEAK.

So awesome.

I’m also working on this Dr. Acula&XliferuinerX show flyer. It’s looking pretty dank.

I LOVE MY LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFEEE.

Raging.

Fri, 04 Apr 2008 09:03:17 -0400

So I woke up this morning, expecing there to be AT LEAST 285 dollars in my bank account. And theres a grand total of… $181.19.

what.

the.

fuck.

I looked at the transactions, and somehow theres all these overdraft fees of 35 dollars for no fucking reason!

I made sure that I only had an overdraft of $13. And thats only because Amber wanted Wendys and said I’d be fine. But i’m not. Look at my account now. I know it’s not her fault, and If i didn’t go to wendys i’m sure it’d still be overdrafted A LOT. So it’s not the wendys from last week. They nailed me overdraft fees for no reason. I looked through it and I dont see why they are nailing me now AFTER THE FACT that I put a deposit in. Why couldn’t they have told me this BEFORE I deposited 300 dollars?? If that was the case I wouldn’t of deposited my money because I need all of that 300 dollars. I dont even have enough to pay for my cellphone and car insurance bills, let alone live off of the next 2 weeks. This is utter bullshit. I fucking hate online banking. I hate bank of america. I’m never putting money in a bank ever again. This is blasphemy.

The only thing saving me right now is my credit card, which, in time, will nail me later.

I cant take all this being fucked over in one day.

All I know, is no one is going to want to say something wrong to me today at work, I will seriously flip the fuck out on them. I dont even give a shit if its my manager or a customer. FUCK.

I HAVE to job hunt this afternoon. I cannot stand not having money. And probably so much for Boston tommorow. I need all the money I have to survive. What. The. Fuck.

At least my mom is taking me out to the mall and movies and dinner tonight. Thank god for her sometimes. I know I cant stand living with her, but when it comes to being a mother and caring for me at the right times, she aces it.

Almost the weekend.

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 20:38:18 -0400

Had a 4 hour shift again today. got my paycheck. Just found out I have to give my dad 290 of it. My check was for 390. I’ve already used a good 50 of it. Damn.

I guess I’m going to have to live off my credit card for now. Which is going to suck. I’m going to have to convince my dad to only pay him 200. Because the extra 90 i really need.

Tommorow i’m working another 4 hour shift. 10-2. What is this bullshit.

After work i’m job hunting. Fuck Wal-Mart.

When my mom gets home were going to JCPenny to buy my new bra. lol.

Saturday still looks like rain. Cj is determined to still go to boston despite the rain. Problem is I dont have enough money to be spending on someone elses gas. Even if it is my boyfriends gas. :[

Urgghghghhh Money is the root of all evil. It’s official.

I just tried emailing the layers of the shirt design I made. It didn’t work because Eric sent me the wrong email addy. So that’s delayed.

On the other hand, Nate gave me June 13th to book a show. I’m working on getting Heavy Hearted and Pellinore at the moment, and this band Grave Maker who I have never heard of is supposed to play as well, as part of our deal I had to put them on the show. I dont want a lot of bands so I’m probably going to have it as: Heavy Hearted, Transitions, Pellinore, Grave Maker, Gaining ground & possibly one more band. Not sure yet.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

One more positive note; I started talking to this girl from Japan and she’s wicked chill. I love talking to people from other countries, it’s so interesting. I’ve always wanted to have a foreign friend. =]

I went to the highschool today to work on ill goods stuff with Amber. Its so weird when i come back...

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 18:50:02 -0400

I went to the highschool today to work on ill goods stuff with Amber. Its so weird when i come back because this place stands for everything that I hate.

I promised myself that I wouldn’t come back, but i’ve been back a few times. Only because of Amber though, to either pick her up or help out in graphics. We accomplished a good amount.

Harbours shirt design I made. I think it looks pretty dank....

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 18:48:00 -0400

Harbours shirt design I made. I think it looks pretty dank. I’m waiting for their feedback to let me know if anything needs to be changed. Other than that the only other thing we worked on was re-vamping the May 30th flyer because my drawing of the dude in it was horrible, so she fixed it cause she’s way better at drawing people than I am.

Me and my babyyy

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 14:20:00 -0400

Me and my babyyy

A new begining?

Wed, 02 Apr 2008 13:49:10 -0400

Maybe not. But I used to blog all the time. I kind of miss it. But I think the part that started to annoy me was the fact that so many people read it. But I liked having a page I could customize and have for myself, with greatestjournal you couldnt really do that. I mean, you could, but there was still the atmosphere of other people competing over whos journal was better yadda yadda.

Maybe tumblr.com isn’t all that much different than greatest journal. I wouldn’t really know considering all i’ve seen of it is the main page, the sign up page, and erik’s tumblr- NJFILMCORE. Check that out if you haven’t yet.

Pretty neat stuff.

Today was probably not the greatest day ever, the only thing that makes it better than normally is the fact that i’m not working for once.

I’m off to the high school soon to do some Ill Goods stuff with Amber. Chea.

Tommorow=Payday=Set your goals&Saves the day tix!!!111!one

Boston saturday? Maybe, if it doesn’t rain.